My dad has been here for the past 4 days, making it hard to record many blog entries. However, I have been keeping up my thinking, and bathing, and writing, and my playing of music. I just haven't put anything on this blog in the past 4 days. Life is good, not great, but I am grateful for the few things I do have. We went to the library today, and I updated my eBay account, and decided what I'm going to get him for Christmas. I want to get married and have children, but I'll just have to be patient. I heard a song on the radio today that said, "you look her in the eye, and, suddenly you know it's true, it happens like that. You take her home and pretty soon, you never want to be parted from her." I know there is hope for me yet. I want a Dreadnought Junior guitar I saw in the shop. It plays pretty well, and I need a guitar if I am ever going to make it with this music. There is also a special jaw harp that I want for about $100. Jaw Harp is my special hobby, which I use for prayer & meditation. My mom says she might pay me back for my tooth operation. That would be some money that I need. I am going to sell my guitar tuning heads, and make $100 there.

'You'd be surprised how many people would envy your boring-ass life'