Blog 2-24

Memories Thoughts I have. Memories Beliefs Convictions Beliefs Assumptions Santa Fe 2008 Mario Mario World St. John’s College Convictions green Sunglasses Beliefs Love The Power of Conviction Surrender Surprise Assume Assumptions Correction War Fighter Warrior Warrior. I don’t want to ever go to jail again. God. God have mercy. Do you think I might? Don’t do anything wrong, and you shouldn’t have to worry about it. Keep your eyesight right. Make amends. Repentances. Forgiveness. Belief in Correction. -What do I have that needs to be corrected? My oversleep, my oversleep, which is caused by my overdosing. Balance Eternal. Sucks. Surrender. I DON’T want to go to jail for anything that is so INNOCENT as pot usage. That shit is INNOCENT. There is no problem with that. I had better stay out of jail for that, there is no reason. There is no reason. Fuck the law. The law is stupid, I guarantee it. You just… You just.. You have to look out. These assholes around here will get you. They want to. They are interested. You HAVE to careful, careful, careful. What you didn’t know is that I took sometimes too much coffee or alcohol or DXM which are legal- which set me off the deep end. Jeezuss. The drugs I use are safe. You better not fuck with me concerning my drugs. You’re FUCKED UP. Fuck the law. The law is stupid. The law is retarded. It’s DUMB. It doesn’t make any sense. It has already fucked up my life ENOUGH. I don’t feel like dealing with that shit. It is retarded. It is the devil’s corruption. Fuck the law. The law is retarded. The law doesn’t make any sense. The law is retarded. The law sucks. The law is retarded. STUPID. STUPID. Dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb. It is retarded. It is stupid, it is DUMB. It doesn’t have the right- INTELLIGENCE. It is dumb. It is misinformed. It is out in the darkness. It is BLIND. It is dark, it is BLIND, it is dark. It is un-knowing, assuming things that are WRONG. It doesn’t know. It doesn’t know the TRUTH. What is the TRUTH? The Truth is: The Drug War is a lost cause. It makes absolutely no sense. It is an utter piece of shit. It sucks it sucks it sucks, it sucks! Who thought up this shit? They deserve to go to hell. HE or SHE is utterly despicable piece of shit. Listen, I know I am making myself terribly obvious here, but I hate em. They are an utterly despicable piece of shit. They deserve to go to hell. Who is BENEFITING from the Drug War? Nobody. Maybe the grandmas whose grandsons were destroying their lives cause they had a pot addiction, but NOT IN THE LONG RUN. That grandson is eventually gonna get out of jail and he is gon’na have a chip on his shoulder as large as a mountain canyon. And where do you think he’s going with that chip? His grandmother. So, she may have benefited in the short run, but, eventually, it will all come back to her. Everything comes full circle. There is NO reason to lock people up for drug offenses. NONE. Whatever reason there was maybe is outweighed by the greater reason NOT to do it. The damage inflicted upon our society is greater than the merely temporary solution which we stick onto our society like a bandaid. We need to look at letting the wound bleed until it heals, not just sticking bandaids on it all the time. Only if we let it BLEED, can the wound have an opportunity to cicatrise naturally.